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The Overnight Report

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Cole stayed awake.

At first, it was practical.

Kaia had gone soft and heavy against him, one knee hooked over his thigh, one hand curled against his ribs like she had made a temporary claim there and fallen asleep before she could take it back.

Every time he moved his palm from her back, she followed.

It was not the sharp, deliberate Kaia who could make a camera feel chosen and a room feel underdressed. Her sleeping body followed him before her pride could object.

Cole put his hand back.

She settled at once.

The building heat whispered through a vent near the floor. The refrigerator clicked on in the kitchen. Somewhere under the sheet, Kaia's foot found his calf and pressed there, warm and bare, as if his body had become part of the bed.

His body noticed that.

His body had spent the last several hours noticing her with the kind of attention that made speech unreliable. Her mouth on his shoulder. Her heel dragging up his leg. The sound she made when he said here and meant more than the room.

Want was easy.

Want had become the least complicated fact in the apartment.

What made him stay awake was everything else.

Earlier, before sleep took her, she had gone still with her eyes open and not quite looking at him. Her hand had tightened in the sheet when he said her name. She had said she was fine with the speed of someone closing a door before anyone could see inside.

Cole knew doors.

He knew when one had been installed to keep people out and when one had been installed to keep damage from spreading.

Kaia breathed against his chest. Her hair tickled his mouth. He turned his head a fraction and stopped there.

The kiss would have been for him, and she was asleep.

Instead, he counted hazards because counting hazards was useful and because wanting to protect her was easier to manage when he gave it a job.

Pillow on the floor. His belt near the door. Her shirt twisted beside the bed. One chair pulled too far into the walking path. Cheap corner on the dresser, square and mean. Closet door shut, but not latched. Hallway dark.

He could fix the chair.

Carefully, with Kaia still breathing over his ribs, Cole reached down and hooked two fingers under the nearest leg. He dragged it back an inch at a time until it cleared the path between the bed and the door.

Kaia stirred.

His hand returned to her back.

"I'm here," he said before he thought about saying anything.

She made a small sound, not awake enough to be a word.

His chest tightened.

That, he did not have a job for.

Cole kept his hand where she wanted it and watched the shadows around the room until his eyes could measure all of them.

He did not know how long he stayed like that. Long enough for his shoulder to start aching under the weight of her. Long enough for the shape of the apartment to stop being a room he had entered and become a place where he knew the dangerous corners.

Kaia moved.

At first, he thought she was waking. Her hand slipped from his ribs. Her knee drew away from his thigh. She rolled onto her back, then sat up with a slow, careful motion that did not match the woman who usually made even hesitation look intentional.

"Kaia?"

She did not answer.

That was the first wrong thing.

Kaia answered everything. With words, with silence, with one eyebrow, with a look that charged rent. Even when she refused to answer, she made sure a person knew the refusal had been deliberate.

This was not refusal.

She swung her legs over the side of the bed.

Cole sat up.

"You okay?"

She stood.

No flinch at his voice. No glance back. No embarrassed reach for the sheet, no joke, no small defensive performance to let him know she had decided what he was allowed to see.

Her eyes were open.

She was not here.

Cole got out of bed.

He did not grab her.

Grabbing startled people. Startled people moved unpredictably. Unpredictable movement near a bed frame, a dresser corner, and an unlit hallway was how people got hurt.

So he moved first.

He swept her shirt out of the path with his foot. Nudged his belt under the bed. Put himself half a step behind her and to the side, close enough to catch her if her knees gave out, far enough not to trap her if waking came back hard.

"Easy," he said, low. "You're okay."

Kaia walked toward the hallway.

Her steps were small and quiet. Her bare feet missed the chair by less than three inches.

Cole moved the chair farther with his ankle as he passed it.

She did not notice.

The apartment felt different when she did not notice it. Not mysterious. Not dramatic. Just suddenly full of stupid objects with edges, all of them waiting to prove he had miscalculated.

He kept his hand near her elbow and did not touch.

"Kaia. You're home."

Nothing.

"Floor's clear."

That one was for him.

She reached the hallway and stopped by the wall, one hand hovering over the paint as if she expected a different surface under her palm.

Cole's stomach went tight in a way that had nothing to do with desire.

"Kaia."

Her brow pulled in.

"Don't tell her," she whispered.

The words were so small he almost missed them.

Cole went still.

He did not know who her meant. An answer tried to form anyway, because bodies at night told old stories and his mind hated an empty field. He pushed the guess away. Guessing would not help her.

He did know the answer.

"I won't," he said.

Her fingers pressed harder toward the wall without quite touching it.

"I didn't mean to."

The anger came then.

Quietly.

Not the kind that made a man raise his voice. The other kind. The kind that made him know exactly where every sharp edge in the room was and put his body between her and all of them.

"I know."

Her mouth trembled once.

The sight hit him with a clean, unpleasant force.

Awake, Kaia could make a camera beg. She could turn softness into a controlled reveal, a weapon, a dare. She could decide how much of herself existed in a room and charge admission for the rest.

Here, there was no camera face.

This girl stood barefoot in a dark hallway, waiting to be blamed for something she had not named.

Cole lifted his hand and stopped it a few inches from her back.

He wanted to touch her.

The wanting was not the problem.

The fact that she might not know he had done it was.

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